Summer Breaking Free

Hi July...
I'm just thinking about it so deep...
Why it's so hard when come to love..
seems like love is my biggest weakest thing in life...
i'm kind of someono who's barely hold into it...
when i like ppl..
I'm gonna made it to this person much...
But, when i'm not...
Just nothing...
Arghhhh...
It's so hard to made up my mind...
I dunno why i can't acted as like my friend..
when there's new man crush to them,
they can manage it as simple way...
but me..
I've got so many action come..
The 1st, I'm getting nervous...
2nd I'm over-thinking..
3rd... guessing more and more...
Somehow it's like i dunno what to do because this ppl just somebody new...
I failed.....
and...
somehow it's just because i'm already looking into someone else,
Who's never look at me as i do... TTT__TTT
i just think..
If i act like this again and again..
Will i ended up my self without love ...
It's so sad huh...
But what must i do...
as long my mind and my heart goes like this every time...