About Him

hei you....
Another him that's come to my life...
the one who i never know will shake my day with your own way...
in between...
honestly there's so many Him come and go nowaday..
i dunno...
But You...
i don't say how special you are...
But...
You're appearance just different to other...
it's not we called romance from the beginning...
You just come when i feeling lonely..
...
there's a time when i looking for you all day long...
but when your name appearing..
i'm feeling fine then...
i just miss you..

how the way you laugh..
how the way you speak..
your joke...
...
i just miss how the way you do...

what must i do..
if i hurt again...

this long time, there's so many name come by..
But no one can make me feel this real missing like i'm feeling to you..

there's a day when i feel so lost because i miss you so bad...
there's time when i trying guess, do you miss me too..
but in the end i'm feel lose..
and i though you not thinking about me as i do..
you just to good to everybody..
and i'm just a piece of heart which is falling to you...

seems like i screw myself... TT__TT