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When i think...
Why i couldn't say what i feeling to him when i have a time...
Just like something missing..
I don't wanna turn back time..
cz i'll repeat my wrong about this condition..
Just..
wish for both of us.. be happy with our way..

yeah lil bit stupid
keep thinking and wondering
is it true feeling or just condition..
and then the time passed..
and i don't have chance to do anything..

Hasta La Vista

Toothache VS Heartache

Hula....
Welcome 2014...
New Year.. New Resolution of live..
New Planning with the same Dream...

Hmm.. still on January...
Sudah banyak hal yang terjadi...
Teman merit.. seperti biasa.. membuat pertanyaan tentang'"Who's my future Husband?"
"Where is he now?"
"What he's doing right now?"
Yeah stuff like that more clearly come to mind nowadays.

But then.. first thing i want to do this year is.. go to dentist..
oh my..
you can imagine how long it has been i go there last time.
3 years..
hahaha..
since i have lil bit trauma with dentist..
erghh i don't know why this scare of dentist so much...

maybe just like my father said about my personality
"Cengeng."
Yep, till now i'm still like that..
Gak bisa nahan sakit, bukannya gw treak tapi gw bakal menghindar walau jauh di dalam nurani gw bahwa ini adalah sesuatu yang baik, teteup gw gak mau ambil resiko.

Juga kebiasaan suka menunda yang udah lama gak bisa dibuang..
HIks.. true i really want throw it away..
But...
Heoll..
Maybe it was the oldman said..
Everybody has a weakness side in their life..
yeah.. I Have.. many...
scare about dentist just one of them..
i can describe how it is going..
but yeah.. fell like i'll go down by something...

Heartache..
the empty spot...
it's like when one of my geraham got away from my mouth...
Bolong...
Ada yang aneh.. strange,,
unusually feeling....

would you open the door to help me fix this tootache and heartache...?
Would you?