there's a story from a women who has been married,
she said one day she met with her ex boyfriend
This man who has been in love with her and their relationship not only a couple of lover but it has to be enggagement.
Jadi mereka dulunya gag sebatas pacaran sudah tunangan, tukar-tukaran cincin, pertemuan keluarga, nunggu tanggal mainnya aja.
But, the woman have an affair with someone...
at the end, ibunya woman tadi marah to her daughter,
semacam kecewa karena dianggap membuat malu keluarga, karena hubungan keduanya bukan hanya pacaran tapi sudah melibatkan keluarga secara langsung.
Then sama sang Bunda that woman tidak diperbolehkan menjalin hubungan dengan sang selingkuhan juga memutuskan pertunangan. Tidak ada tawar menawar.
Nowadays that woman have a happy family with 3 kids and her husband is none of the man from her past, he is someone new.
Several days ago, man from her past, ex tunangannya nelpon, cerita-cerita, dan sang pria mengungkapkan betapa ia dulu mencintai sang wanita dan menginginkannya menjadi pendamping hidup.
lalu sang wanita berkata "Itu yang namanya tidak jodoh, jadi kita tidak bisa bersama."
the man said "Karena kamu menolak aku jadinya kita tidak berjodoh, coba seandainya kamu menerima pasti kita berjodoh."
Crap.... i was thinking deeply about it..
Fate... Jodoh... Love .... Feeling...
Akankah mereka datang dengan terpisah..
satu demi satu....
Apakah takdir yang kemudian menjadikan Jodoh sehingga muncul perasaan Cinta.. Suka ... Bahagia..
Atau sesuatu yang berupa Perasaan Cinta Bahagia lah yang membuktikan bahwa itu Jodoh.. itu adalah takdir yang sudah seharusnya terjadi...
Till this day i was confuse how the love... fate... find the ways...
Cz i'm the kind of woman that must be spot my feeling first about man.
It's hard for me when people keep say like this or like this about married..
Can they feel how confuse i'am, as the object that they talk about....
more than they i want to know about my future happiness so bad..
i want to know with whom i'll end up my live... give my love... sharing happiness and sadness...
i really really really want to...
But.. Have i act craziness while that man not come to me....
like silly girl uneducated...
No... Hell No... Pliss...
it's all about Fate... the story of whole my life in the future..
Just give me support without say something sad about...
Coz i want have a healthy life not only physically but my mind to...
SO pliis.. let me find the happiness with my way...
