Folish heart

You'll never know what this heart still beating about you..
Even myself can't understand anymore
When a random sweet thing you said about me at the past.. pop up in my mind...
When almost thing nowadays related to your spoken to me
Esp there's one you said Why you love me that way...
And it's broke me inside..
There's a reason why i love you deeply...
Till make me cried like an idiot...
And now i still remember clearly why i falling for you..
Yah.. i was falling for you at the fall.. 
This word still... can't explain all about my heart skip beat by you..

There's one word that I'm not yet tell to you...
Thanks for you love me like that..
Your warm heart.. your nice word..
How  you love me..
Sincerely
Give me strength that you'll never know...
I love the way you do....
When we still nothing at the time

That's why i still call you a good man
Although you broke my heart...

Since i bad about dating so...
I'm sorry i can't understand you..
I'm sorry even i say i love you that deeply i didn't hold your hand and come to you at the time we're broke up...
The only thing i do just crying and pretend to look good..
But in my heart there's a hole... black hole..

Thanks to give me how to learn about loving someone... 
And I'll remind myself to not do this stupid act in the future....
Bye love....
I need a long journey to understand my heart..
Yeah I'm the stupid one.. i know... 

From the girl who didn't hold you back even she loved you so much...
Thank you and Sorry..